Feeling like an ungrateful idiot

• Gym 
• I’m sick of psychoanalysing myself and just wanna not feel guilty for the things that I want
• What’s the balance between empowerment, autonomy and decentralised decision making and delegation and control?
• Fixing grinder
• Picking up delivery
• Chatting with a Mentor
  • Traits of the ego
  • Putting my potential on a pedestal
• A mate of mine saying the problem is that I’m making the systems, not the team
  • My frustration is really in my lack of leadership skills
• Walk with Bec for date night instead of last night
• Luc being part of the bet $100 on the line
• Team meeting with the design team and Sue
• Dialling in on the games we wanna play
  • Team saying “I wish my last manager put this much effort into their team”
• Feeling like an ungrateful idiot after the last couple days
• Reviewing with Sue 
• Getting the VIP NISI upgrade
• Prepping for the team meeting
  • Still trying to work out the cadence for team prep
  • Focussing on areas of improvement
  • Reviewing the feedback data
• Going to the team meeting
  • Very information heavy
  • Could be more engaging
  • Team are invested, which is cool
  • Worked on the team’s vision
  • Looking to tie off the loose ends in the business
• Meeting the kids at swimming
• Lexi being amped about her plant growing
• Coming home for smoothies for dinner
• Heading to squash
• Coming home
• Lexi trying to throw Tilly under the bus
  • Taking it too far getting Tilly to tell me what happened
• Heading to Sam’s to adjust the pipe
  • Talking life and MinRes
  • How Chris Ellison leads MRL